Ugh. I’m at work and the only name my supervisors know is Terri. Don’t get me wrong it feels good to know that you’re needed and appreciated but on the other hand, you can become very exhausted from all the work you have to do. It pisses me off even further when my other co-workers just sit back and want me to do all their work and mine too. I wonder if they’ll give me half their checks as well? Ha, we know the answer to that question. I can’t stand lazy individuals who expect to get paid for just showing up. I like to work because I do my job damn well, but I do not like to be taken for granted. One of these days I’m going to take a week off and see how they’ll do without me.

On another note, people take my kindness for weakness and think I don’t know when someone is trying to use me. I catch on pretty darn quick, I might not say anything at first but trust me when I do speak on it, you’re going to wish you hadn’t pushed those buttons. I’m very kind and giving to people but when I need someone those people are never there. People are always too into themselves. I was blessed to find a friend like Qui, she stays in another state but whenever I need her she’s there for me. People like her you try to keep in your life b/c they’re hard to find.