On a brighter note, I’ve been good. Just working and schooling, I’m so ready for this semester to be over AND Peak Season at work. It’s been hectic: getting up everyday at 630 am, going to work for 8 am, going to school at 930 am, go to two classes, then go back to work for 1 pm THEN don’t get off til 6 pm or later. I’m tired of this shit lol. I hardly get any sleep so I’m always very tired and sleepy. I need to see about getting some of those sleeping pills b/c Tylenol PM isn’t working for me at all. I’m so excited I got tickets to Wrestlmania 25 in Houston, TX! I’m a HUGE wrestling fan (yes, I know its fake.) Me and my cousin are going I can’t wait. Well, it’s Sunday and it’s NFL day (I’m such a tomboy but I loves it.) I’m watching my Pittsburgh Steelers at 3 so I’m going to wash my hair and do a few things around the house before then. Hope you all had a safe and good weekend. Until next time, TA TA!

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Well it’s about time I write something on here. First off, I keep getting spam comments. If anyone could tell me how to stop that or something that’d be grateful. Second, school started last week and then this coming week I was off because of the hurricane. I’m quite sure my professors will try to cram all the material in for our first test. That should be fun

Well, I had company over as I stated on my last entry from the hurricane. Here’s the situation: We have a three bedroom home: my bedroom, my grandparents’ bedroom, and the guest room. So we had my cousin, Christy, her husband, and her three children plus my cousin Leticia and her husband. So, we put Christy and her family in the guest bedroom and I gave up my bedroom for Leticia and her husband. Now, I never give up my bedroom to anybody but I was being nice. I was going to sleep in the front room in our couch, it has a hideway bed in there. Well, my cousin Christy decides she wants her three children to sleep in the front room. So I ask her if all the beds are taken up, where did she expect me to sleep. She replies, “The floor.” HA! Let me tell I could have kicked a mud hole in Christy and walked it dry. Ima cut this short and just say I told her ass, her and her family had to get the hell up outta the house. (That’s the really really nice version:) I’m trying to be family friendly here). That whole night I was pissed off I couldn’t even sleep. When I’m stressed or mad about something I can’t sleep, well I was getting much sleep in the first place but that just adds to it.

Well anyway, the aftermath of the hurricane wasn’t pretty neither. It flooded around our house and water started to come inside. NOT FUN!. Well, I’m at work and I have a conference call to get on. Have a blessed and fun weekend.

Hurricane Gustav bitchass is coming our way so, I have family over. It’s not hectic or anything but I’m used to being alone and all that good stuff. I’m really sleepy but too much is going on. Ugh, I have something to get off my chest but these damn kids are in here playing my Nintendo Wii.

BYE.LATA.HOLLA.

These past couple of weeks I’ve been getting rid of the negative people in my life who are keeping me back from many great things I can do in my life. Let me tell you, it feels good. I’m looking forward not back and I’m ready to have a blessed life without stress and unnecessary bullshit, well any type of bullshit is unnecessary but you know what I mean.

I’ve been keeping to myself as of lately, not talking to hardly anyone, unless I see them out somewhere. I’ve been keeping myself busy as well, with work and school related things. I’m thinking about joining a fitness club to get this hot bod back in shape but who knows? Well, hope all is well with you all!

In my life, I’ve had my share of relationships and in most of them, they all ended bad. Either they were killed or we got into a huge argument over nothing. Months go by and I don’t talk or see this person and out the blue they call me or text me and tell me how great of a woman I am and how they shouldn’t have let me go. That they now realize how good a person, how good of a friend, how good of a woman I am to them. How I’m always there by their side, always have their back no matter what. Quite frankly, I’m tired of this happening. Yes, it’s good for someone to tell you, you’re a great woman and all of that but, why can’t these men see it when we’re together. They realize this shit after the fact, after I’ve moved on and don’t give two shits about them. The men I’ve dated are good men but they want you and 10 other females, for what, who fucking knows?! They want the good woman, the one they can take home to meet their parents/family and they keep the other 10 females around so they can brag to their boys or whatever b/c they don’t care about them much, hell, now that I think about it, they don’t care much about me either if they have to have them. -sighs- Men just confuse the hell out of me. I want to be with someone who knows what they have when they have me.

I wish we had more young black men in college instead of running the streets “trying” to be thugs/gangsters or whatever they call themselves these days. A lot of the younger males try to follow what they see on TV and it’s very sad if you ask me. Not everybody can be a rapper/singer/actor and most of these celebrities have degrees but don’t let it be known. But there’s a lot of men out there who feel they are too pretty to work certain places because they don’t want to get dirty. Hell, I work for UPS and I get dirty all the time, that’s why I come home and take, what they call in my country, a shower! And, yes, my country is the same as yours, USA! I try my best to encourage my little brothers and my high school guy friends to not give up and that the light is at the end of the tunnel. College is hard but it has a greater reward at the end, a degree can open up so many doors. I know for me, I’m a part time supervisor but, when I get my degree my opportunities are endless.

Wow, it’s 615 AM and I’m up for no apparent reason at all. Okay, let me go back to dream land where I was being chased by Orlando Bloom on the beach TA TA

Oh, by the way my birthday is August 15th, 14 more days, I’ll be 23! YAY ME

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